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Fairytale FairytaleLets make believe,  That its all okay.  Happiness is only a mask,  A knife I drive into my skull,  Silly me for thinking itd get better.  It just goes to show  How naive one can be.  During the night  Im caught in a fragile state,  Torn between wake and sleep,  Exposed to horrific images,  Wishing to simply escape this.  The hands of the black clock  Keep spinning  Tracking the time  That the hourglass seemed to forget,  Leaving memories lost in the sand  That spilled through the cracked glass.  I tried to hope  I tried to believe  But the pain Fairytale Fairytale
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Reduced ToI cant help but cry  And continue to deny  The truth of my mistakes.  Misery set sail  Glistening in the tears,  A twisted tale  Of confusion and self-hate.  While in my mind  Your image continues to inflate.  I close my eyes...  Flashes of suicide overwhelm,  What have i done to you?                               to me?  Tossed into the recycle bin,  One mans trash is anothers gold dubloon.  Am i the pirate or the slave? &nbs Reduced To
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Every Now and Then, Love MeSometimes  I dont see the sunlight...  Even in my garden,  
The darkness advances.  Creatures I wish to avoid  Grow clairvoyant before my eyes  A side-effect of the numbness.  Flaming arrows penetrate faulty armor,  Crimson blood gushing from fragile skin,  The pain is irreversible,  Undeniable.  Time reveals the place of blame,  Kept it to myself,  When the hands of the clock spin  I believe my eyes play tricks.  Savoring the bliss  Of a renowned ignorance.  Its true,  I see right through you.  Ive been forgotten,  A beating heart in the hands Every Now and Then, Love Me
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Fri Mar 7, 2008, 9:09 PM
  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: Kill the Lights-Birthday Massacre
  • Reading: Waiting to borrow Marked 2
  • Watching: My friends play Magic
  • Playing: DDR Supernova 2 and FF12
  • Eating: Laffy Taffy
  • Drinking: Bawls
Im gonna rip his fuckin face off and feed his heart to a blender which i will slip into my sisters cranberry juice when shes not looking. What the fuuuuuuuck. So my boyfriends been cheating on me this whole time. Ive kinda had the feeling he was but didnt want to admit it. I mean...it shoulda been totally obvious when he wouldnt let me go through his texts and he was always "grounded" so he couldnt do anything with me outside of school, and he never got me a birthday present. He did the same fucking thing last year, cheated on me around/on my birthday. He had the hickies to proove it. Stupid motherfucker. So this whole time hes been feeding me little lies and playing little games with me. And i thought it was so good, ya know For these past 7 months i thought we had it great, it was the best relationship of my life so far, i felt so great about myself and what i had and all of a sudden...KABLAM! And it falls apart. Everyone was right, he was a dickhead that treated me like shit. All my dad does is laugh at me, yeah i made a huge mistake. I just...i feel like shit. Lol my stripper ho name is Mischief Meredith hahahaha anyways yeah so...im pretty much single. Which isnt too big of a deal, but it hurts. I loved him, i really did, and i know at one point he loved me..I just...*sigh* I feel so worthless, ya know? Ugh. Right now im at a friends house, my best freinds house, and im not even allowed to see her so i had to lie to spend the night and my mom went all psycho on me again and said if i walked out that door its all over or some stupid shit like that. I wish i didnt have to go back but if i dont, she'll call the cops and i dont want to get them involved. I dont understand what ive done wrong. Ive tried to find reasons why she treats me the way she does and all i can figure is that she feels as if she has to compete for dominance in the household, between me and her or something stupid. Im suppose to go to a Rave tonight but im not sure if i really want to, considering the mental state im in. Im really not doing so well, i cant sort out my thoughts correctly and its like a huge part of me was just ripped away and pulled apart and thrown into the backyard where a rabid dog is waiting to tear it all apart...Okay well this is hella long so ill goooo and stop wasting your life lol Thanks for reading if you do, im sure you enjoyed listening to me ramble on about my patheticness. :D <3

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  • Interests: Writing, Music, Dancing, Dirtbiking, etc
  • Favourite movie: Stay Alive, Clockwork Orange, Stardust
  • Favourite band or musician: Emilie Autumn
  • Favourite genre of music: Anything thats not Country
  • Favourite artist: Vladimir Kush
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe and P.C./Kristen Cast
  • Favourite style of art: Black and White/Anything original
  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa 4 GB
  • Favourite game: Sims 2 Expansions annnd any RPG, as well as Furcadia
  • Favourite gaming platform: Computer
  • Favourite cartoon character: Courage the Cowardly Dog or Mandy from the Grim Adventure of Billy and Mandy
  • Personal Quote: "The Worlds A Candy Store" and "I Cut My Finger on the Application Form For Sanity&qu
  • Tools of the Trade: Old Fashioned Pencil and Paper, digital cameras are nice too ^.^

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The Evil Seeds You Sewed In My Soul Have Flourished And Drained Me Of Light . . . . I Reap The Crop Of Your Evil And Cast Its Fruits Back At You
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~Noones-Angel Dec 7, 2008, 4:05:14 PM
where have you gone, beautiful? i'm missing you!

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~A-l-i-n-a Nov 17, 2008, 3:22:16 PM
Thank you for the fav :)
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~SexualHarasmentPanda Jul 13, 2008, 8:42:20 PM
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~Salive Mar 3, 2008, 4:36:22 AM
Thank you for the favorite :hug:

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~xtinamazingg Feb 28, 2008, 6:43:53 PM
thanks so much for the fave! :D
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~FragileNote Feb 27, 2008, 12:59:25 PM
Thanks for the favorite~

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~Patatina Feb 27, 2008, 2:52:18 AM

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~AnnieDelfman Feb 20, 2008, 6:45:42 PM
WOW! thanks for the FAVE!
I feel special... :D

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